Tuesday, January 6, 2009
cos you had a bad day.
SIGH.
had a super duper ultimate horrible today.
3 horrible things happen tgt.
SIGH.
numero un!
impromtu speech test today.
HORRIBLE OKAY.
was alr damn scared to go up and speak.
alr prepared to shake off all my nerves and blab.
but then
BUT THEN
the topic damn stupidly dumbassly DIFFICULT!!!!
gong gong!
"do you think blogging encourages narcissism rather than meaningful reflection?"
WTH!!!
totally spaced out when i saw the qn.
dunno how to answer pls!!!!
stage fright+difficult topic=SILENCE
i only know how to ans, YES.
then cannot continueeeeee.
what on earth is meaningful reflection!?!?
--"
so obviously, i failed.
thats what joce lee said.
but well, at least she gave me a chance to retake.
soooo. WHOOPIE! :D
but then. the horror of speaking in front of the class again!
nvm. i know how it feels alr.
somehow slightly prepared? yeah.
I HOPE THE TOPIC WILL BE SUPER SIAO SIAO EASY.
tolong. tolong. pls. pls.
but at least i could feel that God helped me in this situation.
like He gave me such a a supportive class!
no giggles, no mocking.
even when i was stoning up there, speechless, they just kept quiet.
they even clapped after i finished.
i take it as encouraging applauses.
even if its smth else.
THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT AND CARE GUYS! LOVES! (:
i was really super touched. (:
numero dux!
after com skills was cell b tut.
presentation again!
crazyness!
2 stage frights in one day.
shiok shiok only. --"
but at least this one not so bad.
still can read off the transparency.
but still, i got demoralised when lloyd said that i was speaking too softly,
that its like spoiling the entire presentation.
sorry lah! ppl scared what. voice tend to go softer.
so harsh for what. ):
seriously need to stay away from public speaking.
need to hide my face alr. --"
then that stupid timothy.
want to join our grp.
but give me attitude.
ASSHOLE.
everytime reply me some idiotic reply.
call me names.
lazy to meet the grp to do.
I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU.
YOU'RE NVR JOINING OUR GRP FOR ANY OTHER CELL B PROJ.
we've discussed that.
go find yourself another grp.
see who in the world wanna take you in.
ppl of K1, if you read this, you know how horrible he is.
DONT TAKE HIM IN.
MAKE HIM DO ON HIS OWN.
numero trois!
worst of today! ):
i didnt know i had to hand up my music reflection today!
i thought by the end of this week!
the study guide nvr state clearly!
lecturer also nvr state clearly!
so i only knew at 2pm today, when music tut started.
KNS! he told us must be in by 6pm.
and i havent even done half then!
and worse, it was at home!
panic shit, thank God that i didnt have a mental meltdown.
so i had no choice but to skip french tut to do the reflection.
got mummy to send it over via email.
THANK GOODNESS SHE UNDERSTOOD MY INSTRUCTIONS ON HOW TO SEND.
or else i'd have to do everything again.
THANK YOU MUMMY!!! LOVES LOVES :D
good thing i didnt burst out on her when she was some blur sotong trying to send over.
or else i'd feel damn guilty cos she was trying her best!
THANK YOU GOD! kept my frustration down.
but i feel so bad skipping french!
my fave subj ):
and i get marked absent!
i nvr get marked absent! ):
so annoyingggggg.
anyhoo, God was good again.
He sent me help in the form of S and yulin!
S was there to accompany me all the way.
moral support. :D
yulin was there to lend me her reflection for a lil reference.
and for her thumbdrive too!
(fyi, i didnt copy. cannot also. diff genre of music to do.)
THANK YOU YOU TWO!! :D LOVES! (:
today was the first time i really cried out to God.
i just had to ask Him for His comfort.
was a really super duper horrible day today.
but God provided. (:
im so blessed. (:
TMR WILL BE A BETTER DAY! :D
i get to see the netballers!
+953975682734094890239!
JIAYOU IN THE MATCH AGAINST NYP!
WIN THEM ONCE AGAIN! :D
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