Sunday, January 18, 2009
only for the glory of God
ytd was the supposedly BIG EVENT.
but it aint BIG i tell ya.
didnt even hit 50 guests.
let alone the target of 100. --"
quite a pathetic sight i must say.
but hey, you cant blame those who have friends who are not free.
eg: moi.
i was disappointed i guess.
not with the netballers.
but with God.
you know, thru-out the week,
i have been praying for a gd response from the netballers.
but one by one they said that they're not free.
i was doubting God, and was like thinking:
"i prayed alr what. why still no one can come?"
but on friday, when i was doing devotion, i came across this verse,
1 Corinthians 10:31
"Therefore, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God."
so i did a bit of reflection on the verse.
was i inviting my friends to lead them to God?
or was i just inviting them to show the numbers?
i guess it was for the wrong reason, so God didnt ans my prayer.
and well, i rather He did that.
i aint disappointed no more.
and i shant doubt Him no more.
but i cant help feeling scared to invite my friends again.
SIGH.
but anyway, thanks char and liz for coming! :D
really appreciated it though yall had to leave at 5.
cant wait for shopping tmr!
hand itchy!
ROAR.
didnt buy anything on friday's shopping trip.
wasted! ):
i HAVE TO buy smth tmr.
MUST MUST MUST!
quizzes all coming up next week!
scareddddd.
just, i repeat, JUST
printed notes. --"
see. im so DEAD.
after the results come out,
you see the news:
"girl, age 18, self-slaughtered"
haha.
under 19s selections are near.
shld i tryout?
but im like hesitating cos i dont think im gd enough for it.
i dont wanna embarass myself.
but everyone's saying no harm trying.
I DUNNO WHAT TO DO LAHHHHHHHH.
ROAR.
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