Tuesday, March 3, 2009
silent regrets
had our first 19s trng ytd.
O-M-G. i almost died.
i nvr expected it to be so horrible.
yes, i expected it to be more physically demanding compared to sch trng.
but not THIS TOUGH!
run non-stop pls.
i dunno whr the others got their never-depleting source of energy. -.-
my first trng in ten thousand years
and voooom, torture comes straight in your face.
i think half an hour into the trng,
this thought just sank into my mind:
"omg, why the hell did you sign up for 19s? now you gotta suffer for the rest of the year. dont ever sign up for next year's"
half way thru the trng, i really cldnt take it anymore.
i had to cry out to the Lord to give me the energy just to survive to the end.
God did ans my prayer, thats why im still alive now. -.-
if anyone thinks bok's trng is torture,
you havent seen torture yet.
i'd gladly take bok's physical trng and be overjoyed.
i dont wanna go back ):
but there's trng tmr.
HELP! ):
every muscle in my body is aching.
cramping at random moments.
that tells you they worked your EVERY MUSCLE.
roar.
i feel like quitting alr.
but i'll be like a freaking quitter.
and i dont want to be someone who gives up so easily.
ive gotta be a FIGHTER!
(self encourages) "YOU CAN DO IT! ENDURE!"
but dunno for how long -.-
they even got a self-physical-conditioning set out for us.
so we've gotta self-torture.
that's like self-injury. -.-
but i'll do it every sat i guess.
i dunno how many times are we supposed to do it.
ohwell. one day first.
im determined to increase my stamina.
i hope i can return to my sec 1 &2 condition.
i had so much stamina, i have no idea what happened to me. -.-
jia you! :D
well, this year's netball chalet was kinda boring.
seems like nobody wanted to come/stay over.
kinda sad actually.
the previous one was so fun!
only six of us stayed over on sunday night. ):
the only good thing was that all of us got to slp on the bed.
but then, i rather have alot of ppl and not get to slp on the bed.
at least i'd be more fun.
sigh. year 3 farewell chalet was more for us year 1s & 2s to enjoy huh. -.-
i hope they had more fun last night.
i was quite sick of the chalet cos everyone refused to go out.
the entire of sunday night and monday afternoon was spent playing cards. -.-
kinda pissed, but no choice.
just walking out of the chalet to buy food for the rest was like the most exciting thing on earth.
haha. -.-
my mum's got facebook!
finally.
haha. she needs help.
tata!