Monday, June 22, 2009
cheerleader recruit at your service!
damn it. so what if i'm mvp for 1 game?
the game wasnt even tough.
the game wasnt even impt.
that day was my total confidence boost.
i thought i had it.
i thought that i had proved to them that i could do it,
that i had some value.
value to play at least 1 quarter.
1 quarter was all i hoped for, all i wished for.
but dear girl, you thought wrong.
all it took was today's match, and the confidence i have in myself is down the drain.
what were you trying to achieve.
playing with my feelings like that.
ihatethisstupidfeeling.
dont worry team.
i'll be here cheering you on.
your #1 fan, your #1 cheerleader.
big <3 for all of you. (:
so lie to me and tell me that its gonna be alright.
so lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night.
i dont mind if you wait before you tear me apart.
so look me in the eye, and lie lie lie.