Sunday, June 21, 2009
i dont like it.
had subcomm camp 2days ago.
shitty bum bum. thought it'd be fun.
but nooooooooooo.
it was kinda boring, hot and dirty.
maybe its just me.
maybe i was just tired.
but i just feel so outta place during camp.
like everyone knows everyone else, everyone can talk to everyone else,
but i was just THERE.
like though i had pers and leeshen with me,
i just cldnt help but feel LONELY.
i wanna make friends with the other year 2s and 3s, but its like SO HARD?
cos they alr have their own cliques and all,
its like SO HARD to penetrate in and mix with them.
sure year 1s are fine to mix with, but i'd like some in my year too.
lounge trng this week. anyone wanna go with me?
yes, xephry says i shld be independent and go on my own.
but its like SO WEIRD.
i dont like to be alone. sigh.
i feel like dropping out.
i dunno what to do.
maybe this is the obstacle that i have to overcome.
DOING THINGS ALONE IS FINE DOTS.
go go go!
plus i have not much time.
ugghhhh. this is so annoying.
mann. i got an insect bite when i was sleeping on the sports com floor during camp.
OUCH.
my hand is still swollen and itchy from ytd.
kinda painful if i stretch my hands wide.
how how how if tmr cannot catch ball. -.-
im kinda worried abt it not subsiding. -.-
pls pls pls God, let it subside and stop itching. Amen.