All Hope is Lost
that's right.
totally lost.
im not even gonna think abt getting into the SM test series team.
im not even CLOSE.
i didnt even get to play much during Pesta just now.
it was a good gauge of my chances.
ZERO.
& i was so eager to play...
but nooooo, no chance was given to me.
the halves i got placed in, they were so easy & boring.
i so wanted to play against SP & 14s.
i wasnt given an opportunity at all.
im sorry, no offence,
but why was Huimui given so many quarters to play & i didnt?
am i really that bad? ):
ITS NOT FAIRRRRR.
how come we didnt get equal chances.
i mean, if you know im not gonna get into the SM team,
at least let me to play more for Pesta and end the season well.
its really not fair. ):
i dont wanna go for 2nd round next week.
cos i know i wont get to play again.
i'll feel damn horrible again.
can you not do this to me?
its not human ):
ughhh.
i've got so much to say, so angry & sad.
but i just cant put it into words anymore.
I HATE THIS SEASON. HATE IT. HATE IT.
i didnt even play this lil last year.
why, i wanna know why this year's like that. ):
anw, we had sushi buffet today.
omg, 1hr to order, we ordered like MAD.
the amt of food at our table was jaw-dropping.
haha.
srsly, we took gluttony to a whole new lvl.
quote from Sonia:
"we commited a sin today. gluttony is a sin."
wahahahaha.
here's evidence:
and the lady was still coming to our table with food after this pic was taken.
2 thumbs up. (Y)(Y)
alright, that's it.
time for bed,
im gonna go in my lil corner & cry.
toodles!
dots ranted at3:21 AM