A New Old Feeling
gross. LAST lab today, FISH.
blood collection, gill squash, the usual.
one of the fishes had a mite found on it scales.
how cool's that.
nvr expected sch animals to be infected with anything. haha.
but still, the worse has gotta be killing the damn fish.
its the most violent thing ever i promise.
the chopper knife was so bloody blunt,
we had to use so much force to cut the fish apart. -.-
smart, my grp made me do it?
but i wont complain, its good experience.
but stillllll. GROSS. ha.
i was scared to use the scalpel to slit the fish at first.
didnt know whr to hold, didnt know whr to slit.
it was kinda chaotic in my head, ppl telling me what to do...
and so amidst the chaos, Cexi like just grabbed my hand
& placed it whr i shld hold the fish.
i got a shock when he actually grabbed my hand....
kinda froze for a millisec.
i didnt feel like a jolt of excitement whatsoever,
but it was kinda pleasant in a way...
and he was like beside me guiding me thru the whole chopping procedure.
i dunno, i just felt the confidence to do the whole stupid thing.
hmmmm.
i just felt kinda happy at that point in time. ya know?
but its def nth, Cexi's a nice guy.
im sure if it was Sheryl or Fern,
he wld have done the same...
WOULD HE?
okay, no point dwelling on it, i dont feel anything now.
we'll see. HA.
for this heart that hasnt loved in a year,
its kinda empty......
i still really do hope i get into the SM test series team.
you know, that glimer of hope always shines in me till its cfmed.
but i guess its kinda outrageous to even think of it. -.-
better play Pesta well.
it should be very well my last game of the season. ):
okay, time to tuck myself in bed.
needa wake up early for lunch with mummy, aunt & cousins..
yay! love the kids' accent.
so English & so awesome :D
aites,
toodles! (:
(off to dream about this hot man, who is sucha kid. (: totally the love)
dots ranted at4:03 AM