Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Unfair
life's nvr fair is it?
just when you thought you had the chance to play your game.
chance flies away from your grasp a sec later.
i was so happy to get more than 1 qrt.
really, you dunno how happy i was.
i was aimming to have fun & enjoy my 2 qrts.
but how is it fair that i only get 2 qrts
& i dont get to perform my best for 1 of them to satisfy someone else's "experiment"?
just 1 qn.
why did it have to be me?
im not asking for more time.
im grateful to even get 1qrt.
im just asking you to let me absorb my opportunity wholly.
im not trying to be dramatic,
but im really genuinely sad. ):
i was supposed to do work immediately after coming home.
but im emotionally drained.
cried till im freaking tired alr.
my eyes are slightly puffy & tiring to open.
grrr, prob taking a nap b4 starting on VPM assignment.
omg, my blog has been stagnant for so long,
my feelings finally came back?
i finally have emotions once again. haha.
ohwell.
chasing kpop artists have been tiring.
so many of them came to SG in such a short period.
am now very broke cos of that.
UKISS & 2AM. (:
totally loved both showcases. wheeehuueee!
srsly, Eunice brought her 28yrold BF to lect today.
like WHAT.THE. PING. PONG. BALL. WAS. SHE. THINKING?
whole LT was talking abt him & her.
they were holding hands in the LT somemore.
do you want that much attention?
you prob do. mmmm. haha.
like omg, 9yrs diff?
thats freaking old. & he totally looks like an uncle.
sorry i was mean by saying "OH, its bring your father day!"
but sorry its kinda true ):
okay, nap time. goodnight. :D
time to dream of my drummer boy. (:
