Sunday, October 17, 2010
Going Thru it No Matter What
uh huh. no matter what.
whether i get to train with JYPE or not,
i'll still give it a try.
whether its gonna be embarrassing or not,
im gonna have no shame, thicken my skin and take part.
i'll start to condition my voice,
record and listen to see hw to improve.
i need lessons! ):
what am i talking abt?
THIS! :D
but first of all,
i need the main song to sing.
what song shld i sing?
there are just so many!
sing in English? Korean? i dunno which.
Korean's more appropriate as the judges will be Koreans,
but English is so much easier
& i'll be able to express the song better cos i'd uds what the song's abt.
i dunno. maybe i shld prepare a song each for both languages...
hmm. MAYBE.
this is all the prep i can do.
the rest is up to God.
whether i become a singer or not, its all in God's hands...
i will let God choose,
but i think its a sign that JYPE is coming to SG.
isit Lord?
그 사람 is starting to refuse to speak to me for more than 4 sentences.
it really hurts okay.
나는 너무 너무 슬프다 ):
it hurts more if
if i know 너 very busy,
but i know 너 still talk to 뎅뎅
im sorry, im human, but 나는 진짜 부럽다.
i came first. not 그 그녀.
우리 been like how close for like how many years?
& suddenly it came to this.
why isit happening?
am i too boring to talk to?
am i too annoying to talk to?
what joy can 그 그녀 bring to 너 that i cant?
what does 그 그녀 talk to 너 abt that makes 너 more interested? ):
so why do 너 like to talk 그 그녀 more than me?
maybe i shld just drift away.
it'll be easier for me.
break the ties.
지금 너는 그 그녀 있어.
you dont need me alr.
just dont even start talking to me.
i'll be fine.
난 너의 얼굴을 진짜 안 보고 싶어.
time to shower and pick up SHINee's 'Hello' CD! :D
